My Korean Obsession is BACCCCCKKKKKKKK

Thanks to M.Han <3 A was arguing to M about how he believes that Big bang and wondergirls are the best. Wondergirls over Girls generation. P.s. I emailed Dr. H for C.HON about her nose job issues.

I never realized how much I MISSED listening to this stuff. The new stuff is good. BoA recently debuted in the USA. The US version of Eat You Up is really shitty. I can’t believe that they would embarass BoA like that. It doesn’t even deserve space for that vid on my blog post. Just no. The Korean version of the vid is 957345349x better hands down.

Korean version.

SHINee. MHAN told me that they’re like the “second DBSK”. They’re SO CUTEEEEEE. The youngest member is as old as me :O. Young young young. One of the guys Osometihng looks kinda of like Joe Jonas.

DBSK. LDINH told me to go look at their new vid. I would “love junsu even more than I already do”. Mirotic. HOT HOT HOT *dies*

Epik high. <3 I’ve always loved them <3. Their new song.. not umbrella.. was pretty “enchanting”. 1 minute 1 second.

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Today was Halloween of course! Went to THAQ’s this morning to get ready. B’s dad drove us… he hit the gate when backing out.  A bunch of people dressed up. My favourite has got to be Lory. She was Michael Phelps and she had a pool around her. She cut a hole in a small swimming pool and was the centre of it. She won the deserving spot of first place! <3 Lindu was a cowgirl… lots of people were fairies. Thaq was a (playboy) bunny. The most common costumes have got to be: cats, bunnies, fairies, angels and school girls. We’ve all seen way to many. Next year I’m going to actually dressed up. I looked messed up this year (only tried to look like something because of SC). I was Kanye west/mickey mouse/santa clause. Don’t you wonder how I turned out…. I had a santa had with mickey ears on it. I wore my bandana around my neck (with a mouth on it), thaq’s kanyeeee style glasses. I looked really lame but that’s okay. It was my fault for not looking for a costume earlier. Today I took more pictures than I did the past 6 months put together. D: Halloween = camwhore. Had a debate over confederation(me being on anti-confed) today in SS. Boo~

Today I went to AF. We spent half the class playing a game, boys vs. girls. We had to name as much *category here* as we possible can. We played Professions and Countries. The boys won both round… *shakes fist* ONLY because they were louder/stood closer to the teacher–which I still need to learn the name of. I think this kinda brought the class closer. One of the girls weren’t here today. It felt good NOT to have her here…because to me she’s a bit of an annoyance. I talked to the girls. They’re nice . I took out a magazine.. les actualites. I was reading it on the bus home. I know more than I actually thought.. I understand articles!! Which is probably at the level of my mom understanding English text, but that’s good! I’m proud. One article was about how gas is so high now/how to survive without gas, another was about how child predators have access to *bad material* really easily ever since internet became so common, and lastly was of how teens get injured most often on the job. The last two relates directly to my 2 classes. French… we’re doing the unit on the news, and Planning, about worksafebc.

I visited THAQ at mcds before getting picked up. She gave me discount *big smile*. I have work tomorrow… 10-2 BOO~ Volunteer sunday? wear pink!

Nov. 4 = US election. 4 days to go.
VOTE OBAMA!!!

Juicebox. Juicebox? Juicebox! JUICEBOX!?!?!

Tomorrow’s halloween. I still don’t have a costume though. I had shitty caramel apple (made from ALE?) at school. Yesterday my sis and I baked cookies for their HIA SOS bakesale. I messed up the first 2 batches. First one was totally burnt at the bottom and the second one totally underbaked. The next ones my sister made were really good. They were soft and chewy <3. Also, tenant92 gave us a pie. Apple pie. A frozen one.. cause he works at a bakery. We baked that as well.. it took 1 hour to bake and *2 hours to cool*.

We started Romeo and Juliet in English. LUCKILY, I borrowed Ms. H’s version.. almost like a Romeo and Juliet for dummies. One side was the original text and the other was simplified English! Ha! Would you look at that?

Yays of the day. 100/100 = 100% on my Planning project about my desired doctor career. 21/20 on my french paragraph about my *trip to Montreal*. 100.1% in French now. Mr. B says that we could do an essay tomorrow for an extra 20 marks. Yaaayy I need those marks. I don’t think I’ll get an A though… *dies* We’re doing a debate over confederation in SS. I’m a lower-canada citizen who is anti-confed.

Je suis tres fatigue… a demain.

Oh yeah I had a dream.. that I won something from the nike store promotion.. get free stuff from nike?! Well anyways, I won a pair of black nike boots.. something happened and then I had to pick it up? I went to pick it up but forgot ID. I went back home to get it and then.. yes…. I don’t remember too much.

Les spectacles que j’ai regarde’..

1. Thursday, July 29 2006: Cirque du Soleil Varekai
2. Sunday, October 26 2008: David Copperfield – an Intimate Evening

Funny how you only realize how deeply events have affected you years and years after they’ve occurred.

Right now we’re renovating our downstairs so my parents are *stressed*. Especially dad. Mom just goes ape shit really often. Mom makes dad renovate, even though he doesn’t want to. But dad does it anyway. Mom’s so… self centered? She never consults with dad about anything, including the renovation. Mom just plans everything and makes dad do it because she’s gotten everything ready. On top of work now, he spends his free weekends fixing up the house. Fuck mom has to complain SOOOO much about everything. Dad’s not happy as it is. With the dog problem on top dad’s stressed. I’m not gonna lie, it is stressing. Now mom’s stressing (even though she doesn’t need to be) and takes it out on us. Since dad’s always pissed now, he gets mad over little things. He yells at my mom. My mom yells back blah blah blah it gets loud and she yells at us. Dad never yells at us. He tells mom and mom bitches at us.

So since everyone’s stressed out I’m trying to be a good daughter. When I got home today I: washed the dishes, took out the trash, changed the trash, took GORDY outside, cleaned up his poop, cleaned his piss piles, got her something from the freezer downstairs and so on. She was happy at first. At first. Later she goes downstairs to where I am and goes to the garage. For some reason.. the freezer lid with a little open. She went ape shit. I was RIGHT THERE and she went craaaaaazzyyyyyyyy. She called me to go close it. Actually hollered is the more accurate term. Okay.. that’s weird. When I went to the garage I closed the freezer lid. I’m sure of it. My sister even went into the garage after to get something. If anything, she would’ve seen it and closed it. But there was nothing. BLAH BLAH BLAH *inserts pointless yelling here* blames me, blames my sister as well… walks upstairs and sees that I have left the patio door thing open. With the net slider thing on it. She went ape shit once again, saying how I’ve only gotten more stupid as I get older. Fuck. She always has to get HER WAY. She never remembers allt he good things I do and only points out my mistakes. She brings up all my past mistakes when she gets mad. She’s so stupid. UGHHHHHHHDSFKDSNHJSDFNJSDFn

Why is she so controlling? Can’t forget that she’s so stubborn and does not know how to apologize or compromise. That is why I don’t 6 of my cousins, aunts and uncles for long periods of time. Because they get into stupid fights and no one wants to admit they’re wrong. That’s a skill everyone should have… know when you’re wrong and admit it.

I wish I were ambidextrous. I’m going to learn how to write with my left hand… if a 5 year old can do it, why can’t I?

q: all families are psychotic

…when you grow up these days, you’re told you’re going to have four or five different careers during your lifetime. But what they don’t tell you is that you’re also going to be four or five different people along the way.

magical thinking:the inaccurate belief that one’s thoughts, words, or actions will cause or prevent a specific outcome that does not demonstrate a realistic relationship between cause and effect.

The title of Augusten Burroughs’ book. Guess where I got the definition from… the “Glossary of Psychiatric Terms”. I don’t believe that it’s a psychological disorder or a mental illness.

So it was Mrs. D @ the magic show. She would NOT tell me what happened when she *disappeared*. She is “sworn to secrecy” and won’t tell her “husband” either. Why so loyal to Copperfield? I wouldn’t be. I’d probably tell the world. Then again, I believe Copperfield knew this, thus used his powers to make me feel so compelled to bounce that ball. I should have known.

I love thaq. Yesterday I was so stressed out because of the day’s events, I could not do my essay. I was going to leave it until the day after(today) and do it during lunch. I probably wouldn’t've finished it even though. Thaq MADE me do it… she helps me so much and doesn’t know how much I appreciate it <3 <3 <3.

I need more sleep… I was half awake during all my classes and that’s not good. I kept drifting in and out of consciousness. *sigh I love ribs, mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

q: Miss wyoming

In the end, we are judged by our deeds, not our wishes. We’re the sum of our decisions.

I haven’t been on the internet lately because both I couldn’t use either of internet devices. Laptop OR computer. Laptop because the charger broke and the battery died. Computer because somehow it got a virus and when I try to turn it on it resets itself over and over again. Don’t worry, I’ve been keeping contact with the outside world, nonetheless, on my moms iphone. P.S. I want to name some dogs: Bentley and Walter. Aren’t those the most perfect names for dogs?

• Friday: AF class, got my eyebrows THREADED for the first time (OUCH!) and went home to shower.
• Sat: DOWSER came over with his parents. We went to costco, bestbuy then future shop to look for a charger. Bought one from future shop (a universal one, how technologically advanced!) and one at best buy (A HP one). We’re gonna return one but haven’t decided yet. I’m using the HP one right now and its kinda shitty. If I move the laptop just a LITTLE BIT then the charger will come loose and not charge. I want to use the universal one (which looks nicer) but I really don’t wanna open the box. Plus the universal one costs almost twice as much as this one. Work. Next week I work in the morning. O_o only for one week though cause I told my manager. I feel bad because I asked about… tien tip. I went home feeling all shitttty and then moped around, read my book and fell asleep.
• Sun: I didn’t feel liek volunteering but my sister did. I finished MAGICAL THINKING!! and am now going to read Wolf at the Table



I was too tired and lazy so I laid in bed until my uncle called asking if I wanted to go see the DAVID COPPERFIELD (MAGIC? or illusion) SHOW! That got me up. I ate and then he picked me up. Linda didn’t wanna go because Dom was sick. She stayed home with him and me, the 2 A’s, uncle, and grandparents went. My, is he popular. His tricks were really good and Uncle made me feel bad cause I *too caught up in the moment* bounced the ball away, thus, “bouncing” away his chances of disappearing. Heh… I think I saw my planning teacher up there in the disappearing act. I’ll ask about her tomorrow. I felt kinda bad cause I did want to disappear as well. DAVID COPPERFIELD is amazing. My lifelong goal will be: to be picked as a volunteer in a magic show. Preferably a disappearing act and not a chance in hell a cutting in half act. The tickets were $90 for adult (my ticket O_O) and 82$ for seniors and children. Still pricey. Pricier than cirque du soleil?(Even though I am shit scared). I’d like to see what happens. Thoithoi fell asleep half way during it and was a pain the whole time.. After the show we went to Chot’s house. We talked about old times.. and stuff. We see each other every year or so. Really sad. Today was the first time she MET her other cousins, grown up and all. I don’t even know what her sister looks like.

WHen I got home, I found a SPCA thing on my door. Guess what? Old crazy white lady is back again. She filed yet another complaint to the SPCA. She saw the “dog kettle” on my sundeck. DUMBASS, IT WAS EMPTY! NO TRAPPED DOG IN THERE ASSHOLE. Well the SPCA did come, when no one was home and looked at the cage thing. No trapped dog. They looked inside my house and find that my minpin is barking at her. So as the sheet states, we called the spca and gave them a piece of our mind (well my dad mostly, he was crazy.) Before though, when J was still out, my mom, dad and me were having a full out argument. It was about the dog and the crazy lady and how my mom blamed it on me for bringing the dog shit out. We were all yelling at each other nonsense (mostly). It was only then that I realized how dysfunctional our family could be. Btw lady, you’re really stupid.

• Scenario: You hire people to steal my dog, because you are old, and frail and cannot kidnap a dog bigger than you. They cut my fence, my dogs fence. When my mom was outside you HONK at us a couple times as a “ha-ha I stole another dog of yours”. Are you STUPID? It’s obvious that you are the fucker behind this whole scheme, but not only that.. you TRY TO RUB IT INTO OUR FACES? Go to hell you crazy bitch.

q: hey nostradamus!

Imparfait

use instead of passe compose when:

1. was [verb]ing. were [verb]ing
2. duration
3. “used to”
4. faire + weather
5. SAVEPAD?

Mme. is great~

LUNAZIAN AKA HUU <3

*dies* <3

I’m busy writing my 4 essays. 3 of English(2 redo) and 1 for socials. Busy busy busy.

Your past isn’t something you escape from. Your past is what you are.

I went to W’s today. We did our planning project on a pink poster. We listened to viet rap (LOL). I just hotpot and my grandparents were over. Hotpot > dim sum anyway! Dim sum sucks btw. I’m not looking forward to my Papineau project. I have to work on my wanted poster now.

quote: All families are Psychotic

You know what? When you read a book, you’re totally lost in your own private world, and society says that’s a good and wonderful thing. But if you play a game by yourself, it’s this weird, fucked-up, socially damaging activity.

I’ll describe work today because there’s stuff worth mentioning. (well at least to me)

I learned how to make milkshakes! YESSSSSSSSSS NOW I CAN SAY “YES” when the servers ask me to get them shakes. *puts on shades*. I learned that soda is not water. Some other worker told me otherwise….though. Another B today was M. My *almost rival* in math last year. She’s been working here for 3 months? I need my foodsafe. I want my serving it right. I want to be a server or food runner. I love rolling cutlery. Everyone loves me because of it. I cannot understand WHY they hate it so much. I love doing it. I got my check today. I can’t remember which receipt I give customers when they have a credit card. First or second? I know what movie and a dinner are. I now know I’m not working during XMAS, boxing day, new years, new years eve. (SUCKER!). I kind of want a different job seasonal. Just kinda. Popcorn maybe~ I’ll look on craigslist later. At work I do as little as possible, mostly because they are other workers who do it before me. I linger around the back. I have to try the thai food before it’s over. I didn’t get my tips today though. I’m going to W’s tomorrow for our project. I’m missing the 11 o’clock news right now. I should’ve applied for that warehouse sale job.. I still want to go blonde.

I need to go to sleep.

q: jpod