Not a shopper at all!

Lately whenever I decide to go to the mall my mindset is “I need to buy clothes” because when I look at my closet.. it’s lacking HAHA.

Everything, except for ~2 things I got before I started to work—-which means my parents hvae bought for me. Before working, when I did want something my mom didn’t like I would NEVER be able to get it. It was all her. If it’s a “No” then my hopes of getting it were dashed, stepped on, and thrown away. This drove me to find a job.. I didn’t agree with my mother and I would again and again I’ll buy whatever I want when I get a job.

Ever since then…. 9 or 10 months of working I have bought 2 piece of clothing for myself, 3 pairs of shoes and clothes for my sis. I can’t BRING myself to buy anything. Too often I find myself picking at little details on clothing convincing myself otherwise. I’m picky and I can’t decide.

Next is nothing is really “nice” enough for me to buy.

On the rare occasion where I do like something, the price is too high for me . ie. Tokidoki shirt… 45$! The max I would spend on a tee is 30 or.. g star jacket… $250!  Then I tell myself I’ll buy it if it ever goes on sale.

WHICH LEADS ME TO ANOTHER POINT which angela pointed out. Here, malls are everywhere and it’s easy to come back. If I were shopping in LA I wouldn’t have a choice, buy it or never see it again. Then I would buy it. *HERE’S TO HOPING I GO THIS SUMMER!*

I can easily spend on anyone else but myself and it kind of sucks.